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Not Your Fault
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It's not my heart, it's my vocabulary that's running out of words to say
"I love you but i'm mostly running dry on hope"
And i want you to know that if i ever leave this place i'll be led by worries but please believe it won't be your fault.
Sometimes the pressure gets so tough
I wanna get my bike and head south until i drop.
For now i'm still fending off the darkness
But i can't say i know how much longer i can live like this.
It's not my heart, it's my vocabulary that's running out of ways to say
"I love you but i'm slowly slipping out of sanity"
And i know you need safety and a steady plan but i can barely hold myself together, let alone think of a family.
Sometimes depression is so hard
I wanna steal a car and drive it in a wall
But for now i'm busy keeping wolves at bay
And i really can't imagine living any other way.
Sometimes depression is so hard,
my limbs won't obey my thoughts at all
So for a few days more i guess i'll stay inside
When i come out again please assume i'm doing fine.
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Don't wait for me, i'm not here to make you feel complete. I've got my own worries and i just can't stand the heat. I won't rise up to your expectations no matter how low. It already took me way too long just realizing i should let you go, and now all i think about is how much i'm in doubt and not how wonderful you are. You're not the cause of my issues and i swear you blew my mind. Yes, i'm being selfish, but at least i'm being true this time and when i recall the way we met and all the times we've had, i'm sorry but i'm glad i put an end to it because it just didn't feel right. I'll go my own way, please don't beg for me to stay 'cause i've already made up my mind and if i met you today i would smile, i would say "hi, i hope you're doing fine" but i'm not hanging out with you tonight. When i get old i might run into you and say it was the biggest mistake of my life when i pushed you away.
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You know how we often say
the first idea will always be the best one?
i know that much is true
just think about the time when you were young
when you had no money
yet your life was so much fun
you had all the time in the world
you didn't care for money
and life seemed so simple
without any plans at all for the future
You know how we often say
the first idea will always be the best one
well i know it's true
think of the situation you are stuck in now
you've been led into believing
a mortgage and a wife
will tell everyone around
how much you've succeeded in life
now you wonder why your time is spent
slaving away just to pay your rent
when you lay in bed at night
do you really feel satisfied?
and deep in the back of your mind
there's a child that feels betrayed
a kid who longs for more time
to go outside and play
and when you lay in bed at night
do you really feel satisfied?
or do you wonder where that kid has gone
and wish you could find him and apologize?
Tell him you were wrong and he was right.
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